Jason and I are officially taking a break as of today. I cried a lot. I don`t know if this is what I want. I think I made the wrong decision. And Cody wants to see me tonight so I have to try and be all cheery when I see him when I really want to just stay home. I really think I may have made the wrong decision. I am going to see how tomorrow is and then I don`t know... I might see if Jason will take me back.